Being a Cuckquean. What it is for me

One of the key aspects of me being a cuckquean is the emotional attachment I have with my partner of over twenty years. The denial of the cuckquean teases at aspects of jealousy and detachment. You might want to be a person in a committed relationship and find tease and denial erotic, and that's OK, but without the relationship and emotions, then to me it is just another form of swinging, which... many people here actual do and just call it cucking because they have no other frame of reference to work in. If you are submissive and masculine, you would be a cuckhold. Cuckquean's are femme identifying people and there are so many layers and types of Cuckquean.