Exploring the fine line

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  RHP User

  18 years ago

  Hi WA RHPers I am now feeling like I have offended people because for the first time in WA, no-one has responded to a post. I expect that in Tasmania but not WA. I am feeling a bit like I have lost a family, shunned. I could be feeling a bit melodramatic right now as this morning I became a grandmother to a beautiful little girl. What this has done is made me question what I can give to my grand daughter. I don't have material wealth. Somewhat stupidly I have always let tomorrow take care of itself so I don't have an estate to leave her. I have a few musical instuments and a pile of books and CD's and hopefully I will get lots of time with her so that she has many happy memories. Maybe now she is here I won't spend so much time thinking about sex. Maybe I will get out in the bush more, showing her insects and flowers and fungi and lichens and telling her the very few names of the trees that I know. Maybe I'll write more but instead of erotica I'll write kids stories about fairies and leprechauns. I might draw more and sing her all the songs I know and have yet to learn. I might even learn to play some just for her. And it might not even matter to me at all that I don't have a partner, a lover, a significant other to share my nights with. So I wish I could withdraw this topic. Please know that I am grateful to the people who have entered into dialogue with me during my time on RHP. I have found it incredibly liberating to share frank opinions, ask questions and I have got to know a lot more about men (I have no brothers). If I have offended anyone, please know that was not my intention. Just so people know, I am not currently studying though I would like to do a PHD on creativity and shamanism. I find it intersting that the creativity charkra and the sexuality charkra are the same. I see all these links between creativity and spirituality and sexuality and sensuality and when I posted this topic I was in the middle of writing an erotic story about the use of dance to explore and express contemprary social values about sexuality. This story was inspired by a conversation with another RHPer about Japanese bondage. And that is what I most enjoy, conversations with others, hearing about them, who they are, what they enjoy, what makes them smile, what makes them sing, what makes them cry. Enough from me Ciao Wild Nature - x x x

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  RHP User

  18 years ago

  Hi there Wild, please don't feel bad hun...a cone of silence just decended on WA for a while...don't take it personally. Congratualtions on your granddaughter....what a blessing! It'a amazing how these rties of passage urge us to be introspective...life throws questions at us all the time and the wise take the time needed to reflect. I love reading your posts and responses and I think you are indeed a wise, passionate woman. Reading your post I had a real sense of what you were talking about and I had a vision of you dancing naked along the beach, totally in tune with yourself and your world...breathtaking. Keep being wild and gloriously femine and sexual....and don't ever apologise for speaking your mind or your heart....people like you remind me that as hard as I try to do so, essentially I cannot separate my soul and my heart from my sexual expression. If you would like to exchange some thoughts or some passions....feel free. Would love to hear from you. Poss

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  RHP User

  18 years ago

  The ebb and flow of life eh? I find I get on sites like this when life is a little lacking. That's the pattern I've noticed. Regardless of what I have written about life satisfaction, it seems that there IS a little lack right now. I can use my mind and analyse it but better not to I think. My point is, that when life comes round to abundance again, I find myself naturally drifting away from the sites. A baby is lifes' greatest gift. Forget finances and legacies; do you really wish to be remembered for what you gave them? What I truly appreciate about my Grandmother is the kindness she gave me in a harsh world. Go well. :)

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  RHP User

  18 years ago

  Hi Possum, I thank you for your kind words and support. It really helped. I think you are something of a wise woman, goddess yourself. I am not a member of RHP so can't email you though I would love to talk with you one on one. I can't afford membership at present as I am trying to establish my own business. I got sent this link to a conference in Qld. Should the universe provide I would love to go. I thought you might be interested too. http://www.goddessassociation.com.au/ Warm regards Wild x x

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