massage

I'm single for the first time in a long time.Recently  I've found that I really enjoy massaging women , some friends but also some "strangers" . Sometimes nude/sometimes not, but never sex (I'm not wanting it for the time being).    I am enjoying the challenge of connecting to women in a somewhat intimate but subtle way, and taking it as it is without necessarily going further. Sometimes this makes me crazy and frustrated,  but overall it is a nice feeling, like a new journey.  I'm technically celibate but doesn't feel like it. I'm trying this site as way to keep exploring this sort of thing, but nothing yet :-?.   Do you think I'm crazy, obsessed, nerdy?   Has any guy had a phase of doing this sort of thing and got any comments?   Any ladies can give feedback - does this sound sleazy or ok? How would you feel if a "strange" but good-looking guy wanted to massage you but doesn't need to go further?   Go on - thow your two bobs worth in!